February 2012
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Lost Chronicles: September 2011
falling out of my head.
it’s like i’ve lost the words to speak
lost the will to seek
those elusive nouns and verbs
It’s like my brain’s got a leak.
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If you think it, tell me.
Standing in an unfamiliar place One she’d only seen in dreams She fought back a few tears and shrugged off passing glances from strangers in button up jackets She re-hoisted her bag filled with her essentials: one pair of shears one French-to-English dictionary a needle and thread 6 pens and four dollars.
Ready at any moment.
The nomad knows no home knows no family
but she has now, and...
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Early Bird Gets the Word. →
rezonator asked: I hope that phone call sends good vibes and good thoughts your way, you deserve it. You look great in all your new pictures, stay happy C.
finalthoughtreconstructed asked: A limerick, a haiku, and an alliteration. One about me, one about you, and one about Nicolas Cage.
trevorchristensen asked: Remember when we were texting about me taking a #100 Block group photo? We never finished our conversation about what touching means.
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Say it Again. →
Spare me.
I had a dream last night that I just needed to get home, but every vehicle (including a bike) got flat tires when I used them.
“To see or dream that you have a flat tire indicates that you are feeling emotionally drained and weary. Your goals are temporarily hindered and as a result, you are unable to progress any further.”
Consider the writing unblocked. →
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For my kindred. →
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Chrysalis →
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January Playlist
There’s no real theme, I just rediscovered these songs last month and love them. I want to- Best Coast Hello Darling- Pv Nova Winter- The Dodos Heavy In Your Arms- Florence & The Machine Glass Ceiling- Metric Your Woman- White Town In the Waiting Line- Zero 7 Lifter Puller- Atmosphere Everything- Murs Do Yourself Intro- Apt
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Anonymous asked: Did you love each other? What happened with him and the girl; before, during, and after your relationship with him? Why do you think he belonged to her and not you? In your poem it was also implied that you tried to change yourself to be who you thought he wanted, how did you try to change, and why? You seem so much more powerful than that.
Anonymous asked: Your most recent poem on blogspot, who is it about? What was the situation between you and the other two characters you wrote about? How do you feel about them now? How did you resolve the issue? Have you moved on?
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finalthoughtreconstructed asked: I was really proud to be your friend tonight. Great performance.
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Poetry vs. Rap
It’s been more difficult than I expected to convert to musical writing. It’s really hard for me to let my guard down and let out what I truly feel when I know people are going to hear me speak it to song. Or speak it at all. I have the curse of an audibly unsure voice, though I feel when someone reads my writing to themselves, I come through with much more gusto. I need to meditate...
itty asked: I think you might be my favorite person that I have ever met in my whole life. I am so grateful to have you in my life and I'm so delighted to begin creating things with you.
January 2012
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Inevitabulb. Heh. Get it?
I break the tension of posting a depressing haiku by giving it a squeamishly punny title.
My apologies.
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Haiku
I burn most out
and any escaping that fate
those
I tend to break.
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Lost Chronicles #2 December 20, 2010
I’m holding this match now
and though it’s so small and fragile
and could blow out at any moment
I’ve held one long enough before to know
it can burn my fingers.
wegrewfromviolence asked: ohh to come homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Resolutions
Alright. Here they are. Maybe if I make them public I’ll feel more pressure to uphold some, since they all kinda intertwine.
FINANCIAL
-Get a job before the end of January -Sell at least 1 craft a month -Get LeoRising up and running -Put 20% of each paycheck into savings -Start a coin jar -Cut coupons -Eat out no more than once a week
PHYSICAL
-Be able to run a 7 minute mile by Feb (I...
Growing pains.
I think I just avoided going to school for a profession ‘cause I was hoping it’d delay the day I’d need one.
Now here I am, 22, my friends are all graduated and I’m combing craigslist for waitressing jobs. I’m going to UVU in the fall to get my grades going in Art and French, then once I have a transcript to send, I’ll apply and hopefully transfer to Savannah...
wegrewfromviolence asked: and I know she loved me then, I swear to god she did... it was in the way she'd bite my lower lip and push her hips against my hips and dig her nails so deep into my skin
December 2011
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Watchthehandstandblog:
Bitch, I ain’t no Barbie.
6am drive thrus with that guy I date. I intimidate him with my stolen white girl rhymes.
Solitary, two.
Am I just in some cubicle in space time? A virtual reality ride That I’ll have to try and describe to my friends upon returning to “reality”
but with every adjective they become less interested? If so, what a terrible god damn shame of a waste because this life of mine is beautiful and I want the world to know its taste.
Solitary.
I think my biggest fear is being the only one that perceives life the way I do. That I’ll never be able to sufficiently express it to anyone ‘cause language just isn’t enough and I can’t give you my visions.
Also I fear that if it were to end I’d be alone in that , too.
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Boundaries, or a lack there of.
“Indulge me, while I speculate, half-seriously, that bacterial [asexual] life is one of near constant bliss, akin to a perpetual state of sexual union with the universe.
When we humans engage in sexual intercourse we recover, for a few moments, a state of being that was once the baseline of existence in a time of greater union and less separation. When we ‘make love’ we let...
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Lost Chronicles #1 December 20, 2010
I know they say not to judge but your cover gave you away and I knew exactly what to expect .I cheated. Put my thumb hard to your leaves and pressed. A fan of pictures and headlines and plot twists all jumped out to my curious eyes.
You gave me your story
all in one night.
the endless corridor.
tongue tied and twisted
confused beyond logic should have me committed living at somewhat chronic yet mystic levels of perception. Damn me to hell, I admit it, that at a nightmare’s reception I abandon the infinite and I’m left rather lonely and fatalistic. Solidity is rejected Blurred lines get intercepted by new lines by fine lines by old lines Inception. How can I break out of a...
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bruised apples: It’s like we operate at a lower... →
happathy:
It’s like we operate at a lower frequency than most people, we’re the legion of the tired and the traumatized. We are truth-seekers, none of the generic answers to life will work for us because our lives have been filled with complications. Those cheap answers that most people can swallow, they’re useless to us because we’ve seen so many facets of humanity. We’ve experienced...
November 2011
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fabric
even if you dont know where you’re going, if you get tugged in the wrong direction you still feel the snag.
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Anonymous asked: What was going on in your life a year ago? What has changed since then? Are you happier now than you were then? Why? Are you where you thought you'd be at this point in life?
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Learning Styles
He taught me to appreciate the nice words by overusing the hurtful You teach me to appreciate the nice words by only using them when you mean them.
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Anonymous asked: who is your hero?